Its almost been a year since my last journal entry, no ive not crossed over quite yet.. But i have become older, wiser, and more pissed off. As far as the mistery man in all those journals dating almost three years ago, he is gone. Im finished with that leach. He will no longer control my life in any way shape or form. Im a working woman now and i have no time to spare for little ignorant boys. I will be attending community college this fall and im more than extatic to start the quarter off fresh.
My mom is doin.. well.. shes ok i guess. In the long run im going to hate myself for not being around more, not showing her i love her, and being a better daughter for her. Shes still getting worse, and the docters say its progressive. We still dont know why she cant breathe right, and theres a new irritation on her heart. I guess im just hoping for the best nowadays. Latly ive been so pissed off becuase i think that will make me feel better, but really it only makes the situation harder on my mom and i. Im never home cuz im always at work, and when im not working ill be up at a party doing naughty things.
Well i have to get ready for work now.. I want to write more but time is of the essence.
Illl come back to this site soon, althought its been in the back of my head for a long time, i knew id come back...

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